Sunday, January 18, 2009

COMPLEXITY vs SIMPLICITY!!!


Well tis ws smthing wich i heard from my frend.. it ws too gud tat i decided to share it wit y'al!!

Gal's diary Vs Boy's diary.....

HER DIARY:

Dat night, I thought he was acting weird.
We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have some coffee.
I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent.
I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."
I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset.
He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving.
I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love u, too".
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me nymore.
He seemed distant and absent.
Finally I decided to go to bed.
He just sat there and watched TV.
About 10 minutes later he came to bed.
I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep.
I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.
I don't know what to do.
I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.
My life is a disaster.
The next day morning she finds it hard to resist the temptation and goes about to read his diary!!!


HIS DIARY:

Today India lost the cricket match against Bangladesh. What is wrong with them?!?
DAMN IT.

NOW that's called
Simplicity of Men Vs Complexity of Women !!!

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

walk thru d memory lane!!!


This s an attempt about, or an account and dedication to my journey in tis eighteen years of "SO CALLED LIFE!!!"

age 1-5: a much fussed about age!! was d apple of my eye for ma family..they wer d ones patient wit al my gagagas to abcd...best tyms..

age 5-10 : age of innocence!!! ages wer u wudnt hav the slightest doubt of the forthcomings(happy as well as sad!!) was a studious kid... ahh!! my sistr ws born... al d attention ws divertd to hr!! i m nt likin it!!! hmmph!! anyways..

age 10-12:hmm...nt feelin wel!!! mosta tym spent on visits to hospitals and clinics!!!

age 13-15:ahem ahem...those days wer i used to spend tym ovr fone and nth else..studies... well i atleast passed al subjects!! FRENDS!!! gud or bad!! i had so many!!!(atleast tot so!!)met sm amazing ppl..ppl goin in and out of my life!!

age 16: well..this "amazing ppl" bcame my closest frend!! a gud companion..twin soul..my confidante.. "my best frend" had d best tyms of my life...

age 17:end of school lif.. end of a gud frenship..(or rather shud i say a pathetic end) i loved my school.. i loved my frens..(bt d thing wich i loved neva lasted long!!!) an emotional blow got me in to countless sleepless nites of sobs and tears..and al tis for no mistake of mine!!!lost hopes on an element named "friendship"

age 18: college lyf.. wasnt as bad as i tot.. still cudnt overcome my schooldays nd my school frens tat i dint see d wonderful ones standin rite in front of me..ter came keerthu as my emotional support!! thanks to hr for tat!!! i had blindfolded myself wit "no more frends" wich i apparently felt was a wrong decision!!! met sindhu and jas...nd lotsa odr ppl... bcame close to sin..an adorable person...(and one who ws bubbly and all smiley thn!!!) went to college..bunked classes.. studied.. roamed.. had loads of fun!!! surrounded by ppl so much in love!!

age 19: second year at college!!! nw tis year has al d infos worth writin a seperate blog itself!!! al those laughters.. tears.. breakups.. whoa... tey dont jus say "lyf s a rollercoaster" for nth at al!!! learnin lyf...met sm wonderful ppl... sowmiya.. anodr adorable frend!! ws thru d most gravest tyms of my frens( and totalyy helpless!!) love can take ppl to both extremes.. tey can either lift ur lyfs to d unimaginable heights..or push u in to doomed darkness.. exactly wat i sw!!!bt fun wit sin and jas continues!!! and ws able to label "real frens" n my life.. thanks to sin.. i owe u so much!!!

The journey continues... bt learned a lot from tis eighteen years...
* mathematics is d hardest subject i ve eva come across!!!
* i cn score gud marks too..
* ter is no point wettin ur pillows wit tears for ppl who ve gone outa ur lyf.. if tey ve gone once tey ll neva return.. nd no point hoping!!
*take lyf as it cums (wich is vry easy to say, bt hard to follow!!)
* LOVE.. i ve so many opinions on it!!! tis blog wudnt b enuf(cos my ideas ( so many) mite b wrong wit d universal truth)
* ter r so many ppl around worth knowin.. so jus don sit ter and fret abt d lost ones!!!
* jus bcos smone likes u, u dont hav the rights to play wit their lives!!!
* thanks to those who hav bin usin me as a recycle bin ( i ve bin to sm use atleast!!)
*still discoverin my potentials!!
* frenship.. doesnt mean havin so many frens.. jus a handfull wud do.. and happy wit my handfull!!!
Stil more to learn!!! at last i wud like to conclude with d most famous statement from d movie i recently watched "PURSUE WAT UR HEART DESIRES!! AND WATEVR HAPPENS LYF MUST GO ON!!!

Monday, January 12, 2009

Wishing star..

this post is dedicated to my close frens - kittu and sindhu.. luv ya both!!



A fine starry nite.
Lay upon d grass my frend and i..
Enjoyin d stars so brite,
And wishing to touch d sky…
I sighd heavily “hw I wish I grab a star…”
Nd turned to my frend who returned bac a stare!!
“wat?!?” was my instant reaction..
“u want to touch d star.. and I ll help u..”she said..
I blinked two times or so..
Nd she gave me d assurance of “yeah u can go!!”
V put a laddr across our house…
And she gave me a push to make a start..
She pushed and pushed until she can…
And I reached a height wer she cant reach..
Wen suddenly I heard a shrieckin pain from her..
And I stood ter thinkin wat to do…
Shud I go for d stars still..
Or go bac to my frend who helped me with my will…
I tot and tot nd went bac wit climbing…
I climbed and climbed until my frens shrieks bcame more distant..
And wen I came to the end of the ladder..
I reached out my hands to catch a star..
I reached and reached…
Bt still cudnt catch…
I reached so much tat I lost grip and fell down…
Tears stung my eyes..
Nd those stars still so bright…
I began to cry, thn came dusty fingers..
To wipe away my tears…
I turned upon to see who it was..
It was my same frend whom I had desolated…
Seein her my eyes again stung…
Tis tym not wit disappointment bt wit guilt…
She put a consoling hand around me and said…
“don’t worry v l try tomorrow!!”
And tats wen I realized tat al tis wile,
I had bin hunting for a star so bright,
Wile my wishing star,
Had sat wit me beside!!!

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Blogging.. Here I Come!!!

I looked at my watch.. the time ws 9.05..uh!! wat could be more horrid than listenin to a boring class on SATURDAY!?! I gave a boring look at my class..sheesh!! I was better.. others were literally fallin off..how stupid of me to hav selected to sit in the second bench.. and nw am paying hard for it!! The lecturer wrote smthing on the board which was more confusing than a magic spell!! “man, she could put a corpse to sleep..”I thought.(which if said aloud wud hav invokd my fren!!)..nd yeah talkin of frens – wat r they doing?? I turned to my right nd found my frend playin games in hr mobile..duh!! as usual!! Nd thn I turnd to the left to anodr fren..WAT!! she s actually listenin??? Nah… I realized tat she ws jus dreaming!!(as always!!) I looked at my watch..9.10.. WTH!!! 4o more mins of boredom and tym isn’t going to move any fatser by me lookin at it constantly!!! I kept fidgeting my pen..and my mobile vibrated.. yippee now I cn msg smone!! I eagerly took d mob outa my bag and opened d msg.. urghh…it ws jus a reminder to recharge my account since I had vry low balance… yet anodr option ruld out!! Hmm.. I suddenly recalld tat my frens hav bin askin me to write blogs…” may be I shud!!!” I thought.. I turned to my left and woke up “alice” from hr wonderland.. and said “hey m gonna write a blog!!” “cool.. I ve alwas told ya too..!!” she said.. and suddenly d lecturer turned towards us and I stared at my book (don’t ask me wat book, cos I myself dint hav a clue of wat I ws starin at!!) and thn I spoke to hr lookin at my book still.. “so what do I write abt??” no reply….. psst… I turned to see she had switchd bac to her dreamland again!! I turnd to my right and told my other frend “hey m gonna write a blog!!” she jus nodded..(and trust me she had no idea of wat I spoke!!)hmm.. so one useful decision made!! I smiled at my own achievement and nodded my head..bt d lecturer mistook tat I had smiled for sm joke (acc to hr) she(actually!!) was sharing!! “Way to go!!” I thought..and wats d tym nw?? 9.20?!? I turn both d sides just to see one still playing and one still dreaming..!!! this s gonna be a loooong day.. but one thing was resolute…” Blogging world… here I come!!”